Nicki Minaj: Having An Abortion Has Haunted Me All My Life

Sexy "anaconda"  singer Nick Minaj revealed  she was pregnant and had an abortion when she was dating her first love, an older man called Aaron .She was a teenager then and even alluded to it in a song saying her baby would have been 16 by now.

In her interview with Rolling Stone, she says it still haunts her ...

'I thought I was going to die. I was a teenager. It was the hardest thing I’d ever gone through.
'[It's] haunted me all my life. It’d be contradictory if I said I wasn’t pro-choice. I wasn’t ready. I didn’t have anything to offer a child.'On being too sexy in videos and on stage..

"With a video like 'Anaconda,' I'm a grown-ass fucking woman!" she says. "I stand for girls wanting to be sexy and dance, but also having a strong sense of themselves. If you got a big ol' butt? Shake it! Who cares? That doesn't mean you shouldn't be graduating from college."